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| T. called yesterday, left a message saying he's gonna keep calling until i talk to him. He is also asking about me. L. played the fool and said that i hadn't even mentioned him to her (even though i did), which made him sad...he deserves it. I guess he is not going to give up as easily as i thought...kind of bitter-sweet...there is no swift end to a six year friendship it appears. I'm feeling very undecided, indifferent. I am also feeling very lack-of-fund like at the moment, actually it is probably more of a reality than a feeling....a harsh, harsh reality. I did my geology test today. Studied my ass off, kind of, at least 9 hours worth but it was partially half assed hanging out at L's coffee time with her and A. eating really good tofu, noodles and spring rolls...oh yes and lots and lots of cranberry juice, enough to make me have to pee literally every 20 mins for 6 hours straight -- well worth it. But then they wouldn't let me stop studying, they kept testing me, forcing me to know more than i had ever originally intended. My brain hurt. I have had an over-whelming urge to write the past little while. Today during class i started writing lyrics, incorporating what the prof. was saying into them and then all i wanted to do, more than anything, was leave class, run home and finish it which is what i'm about to do. It will be a spin-off from Plato's The Allegory of the Cave,i think,... "cave shadows." This is if i ever finish it. I wish i had my keyboard. I don't know if you can call them songs if there is no music to them, but there not poems...i think i'll call them pongs, that's good isn't it? Yes, yes it is. EWWW,EWWW, Oh my (insert deity HERE)A big yellow spider just spiderman-webbed itself down in front of my face and i am on my bed which made me think of the fact that apparently every year a person swallows like 12 spiders in their sleep on average. So if i was in bed or something right now, he would have landed right in my mouth and i would have had spider breath in the morning. I wonder how many big yellow spiders i have eaten? It all happened so fast that i took my book and batted him away and now i don't know where he is which means there is still a chance that he might be my midnight snack...ewww. Oh man, i really have to go pee but i am far too lazy. just for your FYI. I tried to work out today after spending spending the weekend at my mom where i got absolutely no exercise and ate to excess. It didn't go too well. My knees were hurting too much to run the track and i gained four pounds since wednesday...all that work for nothing. Priscilla, you should come and sweat with me soon:) Ok, i really gotta use the washroom now. bye | ||
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