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| Hump-day is almost over, well academically speaking. Just one more 2 hour class and i am free. My mondays and wednesdays are absolutely insane...i leave home for school at 11:30 am and don't get home until 9:30 or so at night. A.K.A. my learning marathon. When i originally setup my timetable i thought that congesting 90% of my classes into two days was a good trade-off for having almost all my other days void of anyting school-like, but boy was i sadly mistaken. I find that even on my days off i still find myself on campus doing one thing or another so energy-economical reasons have been disqualified. I usually endup spending most of my final lecture pep-talking my self into not spontaneously combusting...but one day i'm sure my efforts will be in vain. I suppose that the main reason i decided to do it this way was so that i could work more, but here i am jobless and the prospects do not look good. Maybe i am being too picky about where i want (or should i say don't want) to work. I am also not willing to change anything about me and for anyone who wants me to they can go you know where...the imposed stipulations are all so fucking arbitrary anyways. Absolutely ludicrous! That's what i say. But then again, don't take my word on it afterall i'm am the one sitting here broker than a heart in a Backstreet Boys song. I have been watching way too much t.v lately. I kind of go on t.v binges, completely saturate myself with it and then feel discgusting afterwards. Kind of like an alcoholic drinks...but not. I just had a microwave dinner thing for dinner, but i'm still hungry...those damn things never feel me up, they just make me feel like crap because i am all like "I'm still hungry, but i just ate a standardized portion of dinner, man i must be a pig." Then i saunter home feeling as if there is no place for me in society because i am still hungry after eating a meal that was supposed to satiate me, but did not and fall into a horrible, horrible depression. Okay, i'm exagerrating, but i am still hungry. ha ha, T. just called and let it ring like a half a time so that i would see his number on call display. ok, gotta go. | ||
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