hmmm let's see what else. Good news: i've cut potato almost completely out of my diet...oh the tragedy! Bad news: I'm smoking more, by choice. But don't be so quick to judge. I cut back which really wasnt all that hard, to a point than it was stagnant. However, even just by cutting back i found that i was ragingly hungry all of the time which lead to eating like a complete pig and consequently gaining weight very quickly. So i had to put an end to that, temporarily so. My goal now is to lose thirty pounds, i know it sounds like a lot and i've made amens with the fact that it may take me a very long time. I know that i definitely need to lose fifteen-twenty and also know that when i do quit smoking (which is just a matter of time) i am going to gain ten to fifteen pounds. Thus, i must prepare. This is my plan. Crossing my fingers.

K. is watching t.v, she watches so much t.v. I fell asleep to it this last night and stole a few moments of t.v freedomness before it was once again sucking all life out of the atmoshere and replacing it with pseudo-anti-lonliness-mind-numbing-entertainment.