So now i'm writing here to try to achieve a transition between talking and typing.

Anyways, i haven't really been updating this thing or talking to anyone in general for that matter...although i can't really explain why.

I wish more than anything i could just feel steady, grounded ('normal' comes to mind but i'm hesitant when using that term because what is normal anyway?)

So yeah, i wish more than anything that i could feel that.

I am a jelly fish. My name is emotion.

So yeah, i talked to priscilla today which made me realize that i miss her...and her over-priced fashion sense. lol.

Why is our frienship so strange and sporatic?

TR (not T) also has been calling me, but i have been ignoring him as well. He messaged me again today. I'm really not sure where i want to go with him. I think i have too much baggage at the moment.

I am also spontaneously introverted quite often, now more than ever, which tends to make people uncomfortable. I'm not sure if i can commit to anyone who doesn't understand it.

Oh, i'm destined to be a spinster.