I think if i look back i update this thing most frequently when i should be doing something else...like homework. But then again whenever is there not homework? Never. That's the answer in case you didn't know.

Oh man i have had such an urge to go out on a CD shopping spree, among shopping sprees of many other sorts. I need to buy something (says the brainwashed consumer). I'm not used to being this broke. It's just not in my nature. WTF!

My life has been completely boring lately. That would explain the overwhelming urge to fill it by buying some more superficial temporary happiness.

How does one go about building a new life withhout fully leaving the other?

Okay, i need to stop dwelling.

How come everyone in the world has seen that movie Monster except me? I wanted to see it since i saw the preview on the women's channel for the first time before anyone else and now everyone went and saw it without me. damn you all.

I have been having the weirdest of weird dreams lately. they usually come when i fall asleep in the middle of the day. Like yesterday i fell asleep at school because there are these really comfy couches in one of the building where my class is and i dreamt in cartoon. The entire dream was a cartoon and it was long. I don't think i can explain it all. but anyways, there was a castle and i was a guy and they kicked me out into the garden of eden, which was not all it was cracked up to be...there were land mines. When the people in the castle looked down at me i was only an ant to them and then two more people got kicked out. okay i shall stop here because it is way too long and people who read this will think i have issues...that is if they don't already.