I have a mountain of studying to do, mt. everest style, and i have hardly done any of it. fuck.

Still no job. The world's biggest bookstore wanted me as manager but it was full-time permanant which is clearly not for me. I have had so many opportunities for full-time management positions it's not even funny, stupid school...where's is it gonna get me anyway?

Can someone just give me a mediocre part-time position please? That's all i ask.

maybe i'll move to hawaii for the summer. There's a job there whenever i want it, or Florida, Arizona... Sounds like a plan. However, i refuse to be an American, despite the fact that i am an american citizen. I will never embrace it. Never!

I'm leaving tonight at 12:01 am and will arrive tomorrow afternoon...gag.

Not looking forward to it by any means.