I watched so much t.v the last few days. What else is there to do when one is bed-ridden. I suppose i could read, but that takes energy and stuff. I don't do well with too much idle time. I tend to get overwhelmed and waste it doing absolutely nothing at all. It's funny when i have very little time to manage i do things that inherit a circumstantial importance for no reason. For example, i read 2 books during my one week exam period from hell. For some reason i just felt it very necessary to keep up with my reading when clearly i did not have time to do so. And now that i have all this time i have maybe read a page of a book that i was looking forward to reading since mid-april. Sometimes i don't understand myself. Now here i am ranting unproductively about nothing in general when clearly i could be doing something more useful. Oh well.

I start summer school in a week...yay, in a sarcastic way. Unfortunately the internet doesn't allow for expression of ironic tone or it does and no one's told me about it. I'm actually looking forward to one of my courses though, "the african diaspora" it's called. I'm slightly obsessed with african colonial and post-colonial history. It's so fucked-up yet intriguing. White bastards. I'm sorry, was that rascist? Ooops, i'm not taking it back.

Speaking of imperiallist mofo's, i shall be applying to starbucks when i get back. Grudgingly of course. I'm going to have to take out my eyebrow ring and tongue ring, at least, and disregard everything i so firmly stand for and sacrificed for especially in the last five months. All for, now brace yourself, a whopping $8.25 and hour...oh and let's not forget the benefits.

Let's see i quit my job that paid me $10 an hour to sell my soul and now after five months of stubborn moral superiority(relative the corporate monster, of course) apparently the book value of my soul has went down by a whole $1.75. Where's the irony in that? Yes, the man has beaten me down.