I've decided that me an L. are basically done. Actually it wasn't so much a descision as it was an acception of a fact. I never thought i'd see the day where she's choosing T. over me. Apparently he is being so nice and treating people all good, buying them stuff, being sweet and what not. I think he is afraid of losing all his friends but i don't know how L. can't see through that. Whatever man, i don't give a fuck anymore. I've put my best effort in, now i say fuck it.

L.C. Emailed me from Mexico today. he's having fun. Damn him.

I came home from work and slept until L. called me at 11:30 to ask for her stupid skirt. I didn't realize how tired i was. I woke up bitchy and it lasted for like 5 mins. I couldn't even concentrate or talk. I can't remember the last time i felt like that. Haha now i know how priscilla feels.